FairyQeen

Sauli's POV Rakas(Love). I miss you, I miss you so much. And you're looking for me. I don't know if I even deserve it, I'm such an idiot, paskiainen(bastard). I know I should have told you, and damn how much I wish I had told you, but I couldn't risk you. It was your life, baby, rakas, your life, I didn't want to risk it, I didn't want to give them any reasons to hurt you. I sighed and leaned my back against the seat. The helicopter was swaying in the strong wind but no one seemed to care. I, sure as hell, didn't. In fact, even if we fell down I wouldn't care. I was angry with myself and I was kind of disappointed. Why did I ever get involv

11 Months Later... Adam moves quietly through the bungalow. It's early; the sun's sitting just below the horizon, and the soft sage green and earth tones in the room are dark in the dim light. He goes to the double doors that lead out onto the back veranda and opens them wide. For a moment, he stands there, eyes closed as he breathes deep, clean salt air invigorating as it washes over his bare chest, shoulders, and arms. He opens his eyes and slowly steps onto the smooth wood of the veranda. He leaves the doors open behind him as he moves to the railing, resting his palms against it and leaning forward. The white sand is a bluish pink in th

 Tommy's Diary I took out a needle from my pocket. My so called boss always gave these things to me, I was reluctant at first but when I finally tried it all my worries seemed to disappear; even if it was for a limited time. I carefully eyed the silver liquid in the tube- my eyes began to water. This is what I am now, a good for nothing drug addict. A homeless one at that. I held the tip of my needle against my neck as tears rolled down my cheeks. My thumb pressed down slightly on the needle. "Tommy!" The needle was yanked away from my skin and a fuming Adam stood before me. I put my face in my hands and begun sobbing. I couldn't even thi

Part Two The rest of the week after what happened with Ryan and Riley's little "stunt" Riley had been drifting away from his friend. He would go home either before or after Ryan did, never together, and when he did all he would do is go into his room, turn all the lights off and go on his laptop or listen to music. Ryan also noted his lack of studying and daydreaming in class. But whenever Ryan would go up to him and try to see what was up Riley just shook him off and made some lame excuses to be alone. It really offended the slightly younger teen and it hurt him to think that Riley was trying to avoid him. They've been buddies since middle